Staying Positive

Is sometimes hard when you are unaware of surrounding circumstances occurring to your loved one.  I think it is most vital and assuring to keep a positive face even if you are scared  on the inside.  

Days of beeps and blood work, drips of iv no sleep, I lay here in the cold hospital room watching the sun rise into the sky.  It is beautiful and helps me feel good about the upcoming day no matter what the news is.